.Sunday, February 28, 2010 ' 12:30 PM Y
ILY babe ♥
I'm longing for words, to describe how I'm feeling.
I'm feeling inspired,
My world just flip turned upside down, and turned around.
Say what's that sound....
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder.
My heart beat, is stronger than ever.
I'm feeling so alive, yes, alive.
So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I have just to breathe,
breathe the same air as you till the day that I die.
I can't take my eyes off of you
Playing around 'Friends Exposed' on facebook, I came across a question for me. I wanted to answer but then it'll probably be too long.
If you had a crush on someone who you really care about, would you tell him/her?
Hah, yes. That's the question. Pretty awesome. I was stupefied at first, whether I should answer it and publish it on my profile. But I didn't want it to be soooooooooo obvious. I'll answer it here, if you don't like WALL OF TEXT'es, then don't read. Cos' this is really a long one.
I probably won't. The only reason why I have a crush on someone is becos' I feel that she is perfect. I wouldn't want to bring her down. If you have been in a relationship before, I'm sure once there's a problem between you and your partner, y'all will break up. And after that break up, y'all won't talk to each other anymore, or maybe not so much like you used to. I don't want that. I'd rather be close friends and than be in that horrifying situation. I don't want to make mistakes that would cause that situation. Besides, loving someone doesn't really mean you need that someone to be with you. I won't risk it. I'd rather keep silent and move on. I'll still have my LOVE feeling in me towards her but so what? Like I said, I don't want it to be like this
Strangers -> Friends -> Close Friends -> Relationship -> Strangers
It ain't right, enuff' said.
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
.Saturday, February 27, 2010 ' 10:08 PM Y
ILY babe ♥
It's not how I wanted it to be. I didn't want to fall in love, I promised to myself. I just can't beat love now, I'm losing to a feeling. I'll hold on, long enough for me to survive. Sitting on the sofa, staring at my phone lying idle on the Persian rosewood table before me. An eerie silence fell over my house. I keep asking myself, am I a fool to do this? With a tingle of exhaustion, I know I'm thinking waaaaayyyyyyy too much over it. With my heart palpitations pounding harder, I .....................................................
I can't continue, I'm petrified and frustrated. I should have known better.
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
. ' 10:46 AM Y
ILY babe ♥
This is exactly what I'm facing right now.
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
.Friday, February 26, 2010 ' 11:03 PM Y
ILY babe ♥
I'll try, though I know I can't do it. I can't hide this feeling no more, it's really killing me deep inside. I always say I'm alright, I'm ok, I'm fine. Duhh, I didn't want you to worry nor think about it. I'm trying to handle it on my own. There's no other way to put this, so here goes ;
I MISS YOU
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
.Thursday, February 25, 2010 ' 2:12 PM Y
ILY babe ♥
I'm just a face for you pictures,
A smile for your scrap-books.
I wished I could go back in time to change things and make them the way I want them to be. I'd love to make things flawless cos' then, we'd probably be happy now. But, what's done is done, I can no longer change them. It's up to us, though my faith in you is fading, but there's just something about you that's so addictive!
With love,
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
.Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ' 7:31 PM Y
ILY babe ♥
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
HAKIM;VenomSpeed
